The Swimmer

    With short, sharp, violent lights made vivid,
    To southward far as the sight can roam,
    Only the swirl of the surges livid,
    The seas that climb and the surfs that comb.
    Only the crag and the cliff to nor'ward,
    And the rocks receding, and reefs flung forward,
    And waifs wreck'd seaward and wasted shoreward
    On shallows sheeted with flaming foam.

    A grim, grey coast and a seaboard ghastly,
    And shores trod seldom by feet of men—
    Where the batter'd hull and the broken mast lie,
    They have lain embedded these long years ten.
    Love! when we wander'd here together,
    Hand in hand through the sparkling weather,
    From the heights and hollows of fern and heather,
    God surely loved us a little then.

    The skies were fairer and shores were firmer—
    The blue sea over the bright sand roll'd;
    Babble and prattle, and ripple and murmur,
    Sheen of silver and glamour of gold—
    And the sunset bath'd in the gulf to lend her
    A garland of pinks and of purples tender,
    A tinge of the sun-god's rosy splendour,
    A tithe of his glories manifold.

    Man's works are graven, cunning, and skilful
    On earth, where his tabernacles are;
    But the sea is wanton, the sea is wilful,
    And who shall mend her and who shall mar?
    Shall we carve success or record disaster
    On the bosom of her heaving alabaster?
    Will her purple pulse beat fainter or faster
    For fallen sparrow or fallen star?

    I would that with sleepy, soft embraces
    The sea would fold me—would find me rest,
    In luminous shades of her secret places,
    In depths where her marvels are manifest;
    So the earth beneath her should not discover
    My hidden couch—nor the heaven above her—
    As a strong love shielding a weary lover,
    I would have her shield me with shining breast.

    When light in the realms of space lay hidden,
    When life was yet in the womb of time,
    Ere flesh was fettered to fruits forbidden,
    And souls were wedded to care and crime,
    Was the course foreshaped for the future spirit—
    A burden of folly, a void of merit—
    That would fain the wisdom of stars inherit,
    And cannot fathom the seas sublime?

    Under the sea or the soil (what matter?
    The sea and the soil are under the sun),
    As in the former days in the latter,
    The sleeping or waking is known of none.
    Surely the sleeper shall not awaken
    To griefs forgotten or joys forsaken,
    For the price of all things given and taken,
    The sum of all things done and undone.

    Shall we count offences or coin excuses,
    Or weigh with scales the soul of a man,
    Whom a strong hand binds and a sure hand looses,
    Whose light is a spark and his life a span?
    The seed he sow'd or the soil he cumber'd,
    The time he served or the space he slumber'd,
    Will it profit a man when his days are number'd,
    Or his deeds since the days of his life began?

    One, glad because of the light, saith, "Shall not
    The righteous Judge of all the earth do right,
    For behold the sparrows on the house-tops fall not
    Save as seemeth to Him good in His sight?"
    And this man's joy shall have no abiding,
    Through lights departing and lives dividing,
    He is soon as one in the darkness hiding,
    One loving darkness rather than light.

    A little season of love and laughter,
    Of light and life, and pleasure and pain,
    And a horror of outer darkness after,
    And dust returneth to dust again.
    Then the lesser life shall be as the greater,
    And the lover of life shall join the hater,
    And the one thing cometh sooner or later,
    And no one knoweth the loss or gain.

    Love of my life! we had lights in season—
    Hard to part from, harder to keep—
    We had strength to labour and souls to reason,
    And seed to scatter and fruits to reap.
    Though time estranges and fate disperses,
    We have HAD our loves and our loving mercies;
    Though the gifts of the light in the end are curses,
    Yet bides the gift of the darkness—sleep!

    See! girt with tempest and wing'd with thunder,
    And clad with lightning and shod with sleet,
    The strong winds treading the swift waves sunder
    The flying rollers with frothy feet.
    One gleam like a bloodshot sword-blade swims on
    The sky-line, staining the green gulf crimson,
    A death stroke fiercely dealt by a dim sun,
    That strikes through his stormy winding-sheet.

    Oh! brave white horses! you gather and gallop,
    The storm sprite loosens the gusty reins;
    Now the stoutest ship were the frailest shallop
    In your hollow backs, or your high arch'd manes.
    I would ride as never a man has ridden
    In your sleepy, swirling surges hidden,
    To gulfs foreshadow'd through straits forbidden,
    Where no light wearies and no love wanes.

From the Wreck

    "Turn out, boys!"—"What's up with our super. to-night?
    The man's mad—Two hours to daybreak I'd swear—
    Stark mad—why, there isn't a glimmer of light."
    "Take Bolingbroke, Alec, give Jack the young mare;
    Look sharp. A large vessel lies jamm'd on the reef,
    And many on board still, and some wash'd on shore.
    Ride straight with the news—they may send some relief
    From the township; and we—we can do little more.
    You, Alec, you know the near cuts; you can cross
    'The Sugarloaf' ford with a scramble, I think;
    Don't spare the blood filly, nor yet the black horse;
    Should the wind rise, God help them! the ship will soon sink.
    Old Peter's away down the paddock, to drive
    The nags to the stockyard as fast as he can—
    A life and death matter; so, lads, look alive."
    Half-dress'd, in the dark, to the stockyard we ran.

    There was bridling with hurry, and saddling with haste,
    Confusion and cursing for lack of a moon;
    "Be quick with these buckles, we've no time to waste;"
    "Mind the mare, she can use her hind legs to some tune."
    "Make sure of the crossing-place; strike the old track,
    They've fenced off the new one; look out for the holes
    On the wombat hills." "Down with the slip rails; stand back."
    "And ride, boys, the pair of you, ride for your souls."

    In the low branches heavily laden with dew,
    In the long grasses spoiling with deadwood that day,
    Where the blackwood, the box, and the bastard oak grew,
    Between the tall gum-trees we gallop'd away—
    We crash'd through a brush fence, we splash'd through a swamp—
    We steered for the north near "The Eaglehawk's Nest"—
    We bore to the left, just beyond "The Red Camp",
    And round the black tea-tree belt wheel'd to the west—
    We cross'd a low range sickly scented with musk
    From wattle-tree blossom—we skirted a marsh—
    Then the dawn faintly dappled with orange the dusk,
    And peal'd overhead the jay's laughter note harsh,
    And shot the first sunstreak behind us, and soon
    The dim dewy uplands were dreamy with light;
    And full on our left flash'd "The Reedy Lagoon",
    And sharply "The Sugarloaf" rear'd on our right.
    A smothered curse broke through the bushman's brown beard,
    He turn'd in his saddle, his brick-colour'd cheek
    Flush'd feebly with sundawn, said, "Just what I fear'd;
    Last fortnight's late rainfall has flooded the creek."

    Black Bolingbroke snorted, and stood on the brink
    One instant, then deep in the dark sluggish swirl
    Plunged headlong. I saw the horse suddenly sink,
    Till round the man's armpits the waves seemed to curl.
    We follow'd,—one cold shock, and deeper we sank
    Than they did, and twice tried the landing in vain;
    The third struggle won it; straight up the steep bank
    We stagger'd, then out on the skirts of the plain.

    The stockrider, Alec, at starting had got
    The lead, and had kept it throughout; 'twas his boast
    That through thickest of scrub he could steer like a shot,
    And the black horse was counted the best on the coast.
    The mare had been awkward enough in the dark,
    She was eager and headstrong, and barely half broke;
    She had had me too close to a big stringy-bark,
    And had made a near thing of a crooked sheoak;
    But now on the open, lit up by the morn,
    She flung the white foam-flakes from nostril to neck,
    And chased him—I hatless, with shirt sleeves all torn
    (For he may ride ragged who rides from a wreck)—
    And faster and faster across the wide heath
    We rode till we raced. Then I gave her her head,
    And she—stretching out with the bit in her teeth—
    She caught him, outpaced him, and passed him, and led.

    We neared the new fence, we were wide of the track;
    I look'd right and left—she had never been tried
    At a stiff leap; 'twas little he cared on the black.
    "You're more than a mile from the gateway," he cried.
    I hung to her head, touched her flank with the spurs
    (In the red streak of rail not the ghost of a gap);
    She shortened her long stroke, she pricked her sharp ears,
    She flung it behind her with hardly a rap—
    I saw the post quiver where Bolingbroke struck,
    And guessed that the pace we had come the last mile
    Had blown him a bit (he could jump like a buck).
    We galloped more steadily then for a while.

    The heath was soon pass'd, in the dim distance lay
    The mountain. The sun was just clearing the tips
    Of the ranges to eastward. The mare—could she stay?
    She was bred very nearly as clean as Eclipse;
    She led, and as oft as he came to her side,
    She took the bit free and untiring as yet;
    Her neck was arched double, her nostrils were wide,
    And the tips of her tapering ears nearly met—
    "You're lighter than I am," said Alec at last;
    "The horse is dead beat and the mare isn't blown.
    She must be a good one—ride on and ride fast,
    You know your way now." So I rode on alone.

    Still galloping forward we pass'd the two flocks
    At M'Intyre's hut and M'Allister's hill—
    She was galloping strong at the Warrigal Rocks—
    On the Wallaby Range she was galloping still—
    And over the wasteland and under the wood,
    By down and by dale, and by fell and by flat,
    She gallop'd, and here in the stirrups I stood
    To ease her, and there in the saddle I sat
    To steer her. We suddenly struck the red loam
    Of the track near the troughs—then she reeled on the rise—
    From her crest to her croup covered over with foam,
    And blood-red her nostrils, and bloodshot her eyes,
    A dip in the dell where the wattle fire bloomed—
    A bend round a bank that had shut out the view—
    Large framed in the mild light the mountain had loomed,
    With a tall, purple peak bursting out from the blue.

    I pull'd her together, I press'd her, and she
    Shot down the decline to the Company's yard,
    And on by the paddocks, yet under my knee
    I could feel her heart thumping the saddle-flaps hard.
    Yet a mile and another, and now we were near
    The goal, and the fields and the farms flitted past;
    And 'twixt the two fences I turned with a cheer,
    For a green grass-fed mare 'twas a far thing and fast;
    And labourers, roused by her galloping hoofs,
    Saw bare-headed rider and foam-sheeted steed;
    And shone the white walls and the slate-coloured roofs
    Of the township. I steadied her then—I had need—
    Where stood the old chapel (where stands the new church—
    Since chapels to churches have changed in that town).
    A short, sidelong stagger, a long, forward lurch,
    A slight, choking sob, and the mare had gone down.
    I slipp'd off the bridle, I slacken'd the girth,
    I ran on and left her and told them my news;
    I saw her soon afterwards. What was she worth?
    How much for her hide? She had never worn shoes.

No Name

    "A stone upon her heart and head,
    But no name written on that stone;
    Sweet neighbours whisper low instead,
    This sinner was a loving one."—Mrs. Browning.

    'Tis a nameless stone that stands at your head—
    The gusts in the gloomy gorges whirl
    Brown leaves and red till they cover your bed—
    Now I trust that your sleep is a sound one, girl!

    I said in my wrath, when his shadow cross'd
    From your garden gate to your cottage door,
    "What does it matter for one soul lost?
    Millions of souls have been lost before."

    Yet I warn'd you—ah! but my words came true—
    "Perhaps some day you will find him out."
    He who was not worthy to loosen your shoe,
    Does his conscience therefore prick him? I doubt.

    You laughed and were deaf to my warning voice—
    Blush'd and were blind to his cloven hoof—
    You have had your chance, you have taken your choice
    How could I help you, standing aloof?

    He has prosper'd well with the world—he says
    I am mad—if so, and if he be sane,
    I, at least, give God thanksgiving and praise
    That there lies between us one difference plain.

    You in your beauty above me bent
    In the pause of a wild west country ball—
    Spoke to me—touched me without intent—
    Made me your servant for once and all.

    Light laughter rippled your rose-red lip,
    And you swept my cheek with a shining curl,
    That stray'd from your shoulder's snowy tip—
    Now I pray that your sleep is a sound one, girl!

    From a long way off to look at your charms
    Made my blood run redder in every vein,
    And he—he has held you long in his arms,
    And has kiss'd you over and over again.

    Is it well that he keeps well out of my way?
    If we met, he and I—we alone—we two—
    Would I give him one moment's grace to pray?
    Not I, for the sake of the soul he slew.

    A life like a shuttlecock may be toss'd
    With the hand of fate for a battledore;
    But it matters much for your sweet soul lost,
    As much as a million souls and more.

    And I know that if, here or there, alone,
    I found him, fairly and face to face,
    Having slain his body, I would slay my own,
    That my soul to Satan his soul might chase.

    He hardens his heart in the public way—
    Who am I? I am but a nameless churl;
    But God will put all things straight some day—
    Till then may your sleep be a sound one, girl!

Wolf and Hound

    "The hills like giants at a hunting lay
    Chin upon hand, to see the game at bay."—Browning.

    You'll take my tale with a little salt,
    But it needs none, nevertheless,
    I was foil'd completely, fairly at fault,
    Dishearten'd, too, I confess.
    At the splitters' tent I had seen the track
    Of horse-hoofs fresh on the sward,
    And though Darby Lynch and Donovan Jack
    (Who could swear through a ten-inch board)
    Solemnly swore he had not been there,
    I was just as sure that they lied,
    For to Darby all that is foul was fair,
    And Jack for his life was tried.

    We had run him for seven miles and more
    As hard as our nags could split;
    At the start they were all too weary and sore,
    And his was quite fresh and fit.
    Young Marsden's pony had had enough
    On the plain, where the chase was hot;
    We breasted the swell of the Bittern's Bluff,
    And Mark couldn't raise a trot;
    When the sea, like a splendid silver shield,
    To the south-west suddenly lay;
    On the brow of the Beetle the chestnut reel'd,
    And I bid good-bye to M'Crea—
    And I was alone when the mare fell lame,
    With a pointed flint in her shoe,
    On the Stony Flats: I had lost the game,
    And what was a man to do?

    I turned away with no fixed intent
    And headed for Hawthorndell;
    I could neither eat in the splitters' tent,
    Nor drink at the splitters' well;
    I knew that they gloried in my mishap,
    And I cursed them between my teeth—
    A blood-red sunset through Brayton's Gap
    Flung a lurid fire on the heath.

    Could I reach the Dell? I had little reck,
    And with scarce a choice of my own
    I threw the reins on Miladi's neck—
    I had freed her foot from the stone.
    That season most of the swamps were dry,
    And after so hard a burst,
    In the sultry noon of so hot a sky,
    She was keen to appease her thirst—
    Or by instinct urged or impelled by fate—
    I care not to solve these things—
    Certain it is that she took me straight
    To the Warrigal water springs.

    I can shut my eyes and recall the ground
    As though it were yesterday—
    With a shelf of the low, grey rocks girt round,
    The springs in their basin lay;
    Woods to the east and wolds to the north
    In the sundown sullenly bloom'd;
    Dead black on a curtain of crimson cloth
    Large peaks to the westward loomed.
    I led Miladi through weed and sedge,
    She leisurely drank her fill;
    There was something close to the water's edge,
    And my heart with one leap stood still,

    For a horse's shoe and a rider's boot
    Had left clean prints on the clay;
    Someone had watered his beast on foot.
    'Twas he—he had gone. Which way?
    Then the mouth of the cavern faced me fair,
    As I turned and fronted the rocks;
    So, at last, I had pressed the wolf to his lair,
    I had run to his earth the fox.

    I thought so. Perhaps he was resting. Perhaps
    He was waiting, watching for me.
    I examined all my revolver caps,
    I hitched my mare to a tree—
    I had sworn to have him, alive or dead,
    And to give him a chance was loth.
    He knew his life had been forfeited—
    He had even heard of my oath.
    In my stocking soles to the shelf I crept,
    I crawl'd safe into the cave—
    All silent—if he was there he slept
    Not there. All dark as the grave.

    Through the crack I could hear the leaden hiss!
    See the livid face through the flame!
    How strange it seems that a man should miss
    When his life depends on his aim!
    There couldn't have been a better light
    For him, nor a worse for me.
    We were coop'd up, caged like beasts for a fight,
    And dumb as dumb beasts were we.

    Flash! flash! bang! bang! and we blazed away,
    And the grey roof reddened and rang;
    Flash! flash! and I felt his bullet flay
    The tip of my ear. Flash! bang!
    Bang! flash! and my pistol arm fell broke;
    I struck with my left hand then—
    Struck at a corpse through a cloud of smoke—
    I had shot him dead in his den!